Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Invisible

Today, I just want to be invisible.
I don't want anyone to talk to me (or at me, as some of them tend to do).
I don't want to smile at my superiors.
I don't want to answer the phone.
I don't want to be seen.

I am annoyed, angry, tired, and stressed out. I want to cry, but I'm not sad.
I'm tired of dealing with the bullshit and random crap that ends up in my lap.
I'm tired of deadbeat parents who feel no affinity toward their children, and feel perfectly okay with not being responsible for them at all, and don't understand that when you bring a child into the world, that child comes first above all else.
I'm tired of being promised things that will enable me to live a fairly stress-free life, only to have those things rescinded or never see them come to fruition.
I'm tired of politics; all kinds - local, state, national, and work-related.

I'm just tired and I want to be invisible today.