Make or Break it

Well now I've gone and done it. Stage #3, the Intensifying Stage. "Few couples make it past this stage". Well we are about to see. My bet is somewhere in the middle.

I guess this was "Define the Relationship Week, part 2; One Year Later". I'm not sure how it escalated to this point so fast; what started as a slightly uncomfortable yet honest phone conversation ended up in a heartfelt e-mail exchange on both parts. I recognize what this is, and I guess by this time next week it will either be over or we'll be on our slow but steady progression to Stage #4. Integration.

Cross your fingers, folks. I'm voting for #4.

ugh...lovesick

My favorite definition of "lovesick" in the Urban Dictionary is this one:

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lovesick
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So deeply affected by love as to be unable to act normally. You awake every morning, thinkin on your love, having dreamt of them all night, the pain of separation searing your heart every time a site or smell brings back the memory of your last encounter. Daydreaming, drawing hearts in the sand, constantly thinking "I wish they were here so I could share this moment" even when pulling weeds or walking the dog. The consuming fire within the heart for even one more moment with ones love that defies rational thought, knowing full well, one moment would never be enough, yearning for eternity together.